Well this is another blog that I have decided to start. I'm going to try to keep it updated the best I can. I don't care who's reading this really, but I'm thinking that this might help me work things out in my head and getting things just out of my head!
Well here's an update:
Jake and I, after 7 (almost 8) months of being in a relationship, have split up. People keep asking me why and here it is: he's busy with scholarships everyday, and has work. That's the reason we broke up. I'm actually doing alright! We broke up last Saturday night, and on Sunday I didn't wanna get out of bed and feel anything. I only just went to church and then went back to bed. On Monday it was my mom's birthday. We went to the movies and that was hard, because I usually went to movies with him, but I got through it; that night, though, was hard and I just had to go to bed and cry it out. On Tuesday, my mom wanted some pictures that he had and so I had to talk to him, which actually has helped me. I felt better after that, even though I was very emotionally removed when texting him, and he was all smiley face. On Wednesday his theme song came on the radio. Usually when it comes on I turn it because it gets stuck in my head very easy, but this time I kept it and listened to it. It actually was good for me to do that. Thrusday was good for the most part, but at the end of the day I felt very lonely and just missed him. Today has been good because I spent my night with Lauren Moxley and Rhyan Blacic. I had fun! I'm doing good, but it's still hard and I still miss him, but I'm gonna be okay! It was a good break up and nothing bad or messy, and no hard feelings! I couldn't ask for a better break up.
Lauren has been such a blessing with this break up! She has helped me and just listened to me go on and on about Jake, which HAS to get annoying! I had a chance to be there for her today since she had a surgery on Wednesday and we hung out. I love her so much. I would not be where I am right now without her! I've always had her support and I honestly don't know what I'll do when she leaves for college.
Most of my friends are leaving for college, and I feel like I'm being left behind. I'm gonna miss everyone so much! I'm also worried about my Senior Year because I'm going in with one (AMAZING) friend-Jenalyse Bickmore (she has to have THE best name in HISTORY!). She's awesome! We're gonna we working out this summer, early, before my work. We'll see how that turns out...but I'm gonna make some new friends (hopefully!) and I'll have some friends staying here that I might see.
I got a job as a receptionist at Tiffany & Bosco Law Firm. It's a really good job, where I'm learning tasks that can help me get a good job during college. It pays well, and I work from 8:30-5:00. One bad thing is that it takes me 30 minutes for me to get to work and takes up a lot of gas. It's hard for me right now because I can't stay out late because of how early I have to get up (and I'll have to get up even EARLIER when Jen and I start working out). I feel like I'm missing my summer, but when I get my first paycheck I feel like I'll feel it's all worth it. Most of my money is going to college, and a new car (so I can take it to college, not have to share it with Brianna because we all know how that will work out, and also it's about to break down). I'll put away 10% for tithing and some for spending (because I'm gonna want some spending money). It's gonna be a busy, but good and efficient summer!
I'm also considering auditioning for Seussical the Musical, but I haven't 100% decided. I'm probably gonna do it. AND I'm also getting turquoise extensions!! I'm SUPER excited! :))))
Yours Truely,
Chelsea Marie :)
